Well, I had my surgery today. Got to the hospital at about 5:35am. Ugh. I barely slept, D didn’t sleep at all overnight. What I had is called a “cold knife conization.” Basically the doctor had to remove a chunk of my cervix because of where the cancer cells were. So yes. I do really have stitches in my cervix.
And. I cannot have sex for a month. A month!! *wails* Don’t know how that’s gonna go. I’m working on focusing my mind on trying new things, working on anal, etc. But, we’re gonna try to wait a while before I even have an orgasm, what with all the muscle movements and stuff. I can’t even use tampons… D was nice enough to go to the store to get me some pads…
So, what they did has a 90% success rate. However, what was going on is genetic, so I’m still predisposed to it. Basically, the only way to be sure is to remove my cervix. If this happens again they’re taking it. I can adopt. I am adopted and both me and D are pro adoption.
So basically he and my mom spent the whole morning together. It seemed to go pretty well 🙂 And I did have Apple Kitty with me! I don’t have any pictures unfortunately, but actually I asked for her when I woke up in the first recovery room (while you’re still hooked up to all the machines) and the nurse was nice enough to bring her with me. So, I was wheeled all over the hospital with Apple Kitty in my arms 😀 Thanks lostmaverick and sub missions!! *huggles*
D is being so good to me today. Making sure I take it easy, not letting me fondle him and stuff. LOL It’s been 4 days since we’ve had sex now so yea. I’m already getting twitchy.I got home around 11am and slept on and off until about 5pm I’d say. I pretty much was just getting up to pee, ‘cuz they had a saline drip of course. So I was totally full of water.
I broke down and am sipping on Coke. I’ve been fighting a low blood sugar headache all evening, so the sugar and tad bit of caffeine are doing me good. We broke down and ordered some pizza so we have left overs and didn’t have to worry about cooking tonight.
Through a random happenstance of emails also, I was picked to review toys for like, one of, in my opinions, the best sex toy and sex positivity website around. *points to the banners* bettersex.com and the Sinclair Institute. Oh heeellll yea!! Naturally it’s on the day when I’m banned for sex for a month, but I let him know so I’m thinking we’re gonna try a masturbator or two for D teehee 😉 Neither of us has used one before, so I’m excited to.
I am so lucky and so blessed. Things are rough, D’s job is still being a fuckhead but ya know what? I’m in generally good health,I have a healthy and safe home, food on my plate. I have a mother who really does love me and does her best (despite..or in spite of herself lol) and I have the most wonderful man. I am just..blessed.