So after last night’s incredible session of self love, I’ve discovered that I’m hornier than I have been in a long time. With all the stress and shit both mine and D’s libido’s has taken a nose dive. Like, a header into oblivion. D’s hasn’t recovered yet, but after my sexual foray in the bathtub last night mine seems to have come back.
I’ve never been a bit masturbator. Dunno why tho. I’ve always wanted to be though! I think that now that I have such a large collection of toys and a growing collection of porn it’s easier for me to get into it ‘cuz I don’t always have to have the same thing over and over.
I think a good portion of it may be my intense desire to see if I can squirt. So, I’m going to start trying different toys and positions until I can find one that will hopefully work. Thank goodness I have to Liberator Throes! lol
Tonight I’m gonna try a toy I haven’t used in a long time, the Pleasure Pad. Gonna strap it on a chair in front of my tv and watch some porn and fuck myself. I’ve got my Lelo Nea charging 😀 I wanted to watch some gay porn but I can’t find mine so I watched some free stuff online to get my juices flowing (pun intended 😉 )
D has only been gone a half hour too LOL Part of me feels bad, but he wasn’t feeling sex today and I know that he in no way begrudges me my self love time. Heheh
Maybe I’ll take a picture of my set up after I get it all ready ^^